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[ August 22nd @ 5:31pm ] add my new photojournal ( every day ) ignore everything below this line ----------------------------------------------------------------------- 5 comments|post comment

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[ October 24th @ 6:03pm ] new journal - add me if you want. post comment

[ October 23rd @ 2:42pm ] wow, please just stop 2 comments|post comment

comments to dan [ October 23rd @ 2:05pm ] i should have invited you, lol. we still have cake and (not good) cookies. strawberry milk is disgusting. we are not friends anymore. i’ll have to watch that again when i get home. sometimes youtube isn’t blocked at school, but today is not one of those days. garden state is good. i bet you have it on your computer somewhere. re: gatorade see, i’ve learned my lesson when it comes to turning cameras sideways. okay, entry now: i sat in my old hallway this morning with becki and it was like old times. it was nice. in english, i had a final test for one flew over the cuckoo’s nest. i still haven’t read the ending, but i did read sparknotes last night, so i think i did okay. i can’t read the ends of books. i can’t beat games. i can’t finish anything. i have a headache and i want to go home. i slept for an hour last night. it rained for a million hours and i had to walk the far way to the bus stop. i didn’t realize it was winter as well, so i wore shorts and flipflops so i wouldn’t be wet all day. i guess it was kind of worth it. i need to find something productive to do with my time. See more progress on: update my lj using 43things post comment

[ October 22nd @ 10:54pm ] i kind of want to just delete everything, move far away and lose my memory. maybe i will. i liked this journal better when it was written for other people rather than written to clear my mind. 1 comment|post comment

[ October 22nd @ 12:27am ] the stupidest things make me sad. the sextips community should not make someone sad. there is a microscopic bug on my monitor, about twice the size of the dot in the letter 'i' and i'm afraid it is going to fly into my tear duct and i won't even know until it's too late. my hair is definitely soaked, which means it will be gigantic and unruly tomorrow. my blanket is also definitely still not dried, which means i'll have to stay up longer :( i am missing human interaction. so there's this boy in my english class. 2 comments|post comment

[ October 20th @ 12:08pm ] wowiamsotired. ( marla, i took this video for you, to show you how terrible it was ) lol graduation. 4 comments|post comment

[ October 20th @ 4:06am ] i went downtown with marla, matt, jay and various others who are probably equally neat. ( pictures ) 6 comments|post comment

[ October 18th @ 3:08pm ] all right, so i kind of regret everything. i wish i didn't do that so that i could go on pretending i'm a normal person. i want to put my shoulder in a vice. it hurts so much. i imagined slicing the sides of a person's legs and peeling their skin off last night when i was trying to sleep. it was nice. post comment

[ October 17th @ 1:12pm ] I got my passport, now all we need is a canadian tour. I am working on it, I swear:) Yours, Chelsea Seth it's so neat when nice singers comment to your myspace out of nowhere. in other news, i totally want to sign up to this. i have parent teacher interviews today. i haven't been in two of my classes all week. awkward... post comment

picture post?? [ October 16th @ 12:22am ] ( potential grad dress? ) ( i took pictures of my room last month ) 6 comments|post comment

[ October 15th @ 5:25pm ] i don't deserve my mother. i don't deserve anything. ........what the hell is wrong with my 43thing? it's been down for an entire day. i am going insane without it :( post comment

[ October 14th @ 8:00pm ] i should have just stayed in bed today. at least then i would have been warm. sundays are stupid and pointless. i've done nothing today except refresh things, but nothingishappening. i even looked for floorplans for living spaces. i thought this would have taken at least half an hour, but nope, i found the perfect one in five minutes. of course. i'm so bored... post comment

i posted this on madradhair [ October 14th @ 7:50am ] ( i cut my hair ) 3 comments|post comment

[ October 14th @ 2:21am ] i wonder what i did to my finger. when i woke up this afternoon, it felt weird and i thought maybe i just slept on my hand weird. but now it's been ten hours and it still really hurts. i can't even close my hand without feeling terrible pressure in the joint. whatisgoingonhere. so today was pretty boring. i moved things from deviant art to flickr. i played the sims: open for business for a little, but it was kind of depressing. i refreshed a lot of things and made some silly magnets. now i'm sitting here and i'm feeling kind of uncomfortable. i don't understand people sometimes. i hate when no one is online. i guess i will look at floor plans. wowwowow. so i was fine all day. and then i read things and now i am not fine. i really hate everything. i think that i would feel better if i just stabbed myself in the chest. it is 6 am. it's 7 am and i've got bangs. post comment

[ October 13th @ 4:38pm ] siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh. sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh. i hate having really nice dreams and then waking up only to realize that things are still stupid. sigh. i got seven cheers on 43things through the night. and by night i mean 2am - 4:30pm. that is how long i slept for. wow. oh, and now six people are subscribed to me. that is neat. so no one is home and i am lonely. i'm pretty sure diet pepsi is superior to diet coke. at least the bottle version is. i totally feel younger drinking it, lolol. i guess maybe this has something to do with seeing only my grandma drink diet coke and my hot english teacher drink diet pepsi. so clayton sees her in her bikini all of the time because he lives near her. i'm a little jealous. diet pepsi ftw. i'm cold. post comment

[ October 13th @ 1:40am ] today was GOOD. i'm getting a lot of positive feedback on my photography. that is exciting. i am excited. to see kind of what i did today, click here. post comment

this was originally an anonymous comment to myself... [ October 12th @ 2:08pm ] so i’m at school and i can’t log in. that is silly. i’m pretty sure i’m invisible or something. i have 76% in english and i got 84% or something on this quiz we did today. okay. i wish i knew where my chapstick was. jeans are really annoying, but i’m not even taking the effort to stop, so whatever. i really hate october. i think i hate it even more than february because you at least assume february is going to be cold. no one really expects it to be 6°. or maybe they do. i don’t. this is pretty silly, commenting an entry to myself, but what else am i supposed to do. i was reading in the morning, before school started, and then i just stopped. i can’t do this anymore. i was sitting in english before school started, and i cried a little, barely, but no one noticed. then i took the attendence down. the girl who usually sits in front of me asked me how my thanksgiving was the other day. wednesday, i guess. they only day i’ve been here and i didn’t know what to say. it’s weird when people try to be nice or something. maybe she is just weird. i feel weird. i hate that i have to sit here for the next hour and forty-five minutes. but really, what else am i going to do. yesterday i ate grapes. nothing else. i think i ate more in one day in august than i did all this month. what is wrong with me. it’s not even ten o’clock yet. i want to go home. i want to go home and sleep until monday. a monday ten years from now. today is the twelfth. i’m supposed to take twelve pictures today. i’m going to laura’s to install the sims on her laptop. the sims makes me sad. i used to play it a lot until april. then it just seemed pointless since i actually had a life then. now it’s just depressing. it’s awkward when someone comes in the library and sits one computer away when there is a whole empty room of computers behind me. what the hell. i wonder if this will even post. hmm. See more progress on: update my lj using 43things post comment

[ October 11th @ 3:32pm ] i didn't go to school today, etc etc. i'm not really enjoying the fact that The Office is an hour long now. it's so long...i never thought i would say that. i remember sometime last week, or maybe it was the week before, i was trying to sleep, but i couldn't because i was so happy. i remember thinking, "i hope something bad happens again so my smiling will stop making me lose sleep." why did i think this. well fuck. i'm putting pictures on my deviantart. i deleted one because i posted the small one instead of the big one. so i deleted it. i got notifications saying that i got two comments on it. on the old one. that i deleted. wow. post comment

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